cannibal: the musical

a bunch of forums that talk to each other.

a decentralized collection of independently operated social media platforms that can choose to share information with each other.

thanks for checking, I’ve watched a bunch of spire videos, and went both ways around. I tried about 20 times, she can’t do that little hop onto the handhold before the long jump in the version I have, at least with a keyboard and every key binding and direction I tried. She can long jump right or left, but not in any upward direction on my install, which is necessary for the final handhold before jumping into the spire.

and the jumping seemed really janky the whole time that I was playing.

I’m going to try other versions of the game some other time. there are other good games to play for now.

yea, it’s still during but tutorial. basically, it’s the first time they’re teaching you how to do long jumps from hand holds that are too far apart.

so if it’s far above you you hold up, she bounces on her knees and then if you push jump, in the first game I remember she sort of short hops onto the handhold and then jumps off of the hand hold, but for forbid and West she just jumps left or right normally and will not jump up onto the next hand hold which is too far away.

it’s very bizarre and I played the first game with a controller, so I’m not sure what is going wrong here.

I’ve made it to the handhold right before the last handhold before I jump into the tower. I assume because there’s a giant open tower panel, but I can’t get to the last handhold before I jump into the panel because she won’t do the far jump, she only jumps left or right even if she’s reaching toward the next handheld, it’s really weird

wow yum nice yum wow.

did you make the glaze?

memeoffice.

didn’t think msoffice would be the easiest platform to build memes/diagrams on.

I actually didn’t even know office could build something that complicated.

thanks

huh, i much prefer libreoffice to msoffice, i can’t even think of a reason why anyone could prefer msoffice.

Im a but gobsmacked at the notion.

what do you use the drawing for?

my 2 cents:

none of what you’ve written here indicates you weren’t born gay.

“…wish i was in the woman’s shoes in porn (autogynephilia), that was my first homo sexual desire.”

that doesn’t sound like you were “simply born straight”

your post strongly suggests to me you have a lot to learn and accept about sexuality.

“always had a totally masculine identity, male engagements”

saying something like this indicates to me that you don’t understand the complexities of masculinity, femininity or sexuality.

did you read a lot of books as a child? is that masculine or feminine? did you climb trees?

assigning labels and expectations to your behaviors may be why you don’t view your own sexuality as “a case of normal, stable homosexuality”.

which is what it sounds like you are discovering: a case of innate normal, stable homosexuality.

nothing says they were.

Thanks, I meant intentional deportations of US citizens.

i was pretty lazy about it, I’d like to see the results of other breadsperiments.

Italy and Ireland were like the last two countries that you could claim citizenship through great-grandparents, but I think Italy just ended it this year.

thanks for posting this, it’s the first I’ve heard of maybe a US citizen being deported.

I’m looking into related posts to find corroboration and explanation for the term “parole” used here.

not with regard to this specific situation, since white people have been deported or turned away due to their visa status, but under this administration anyone not white should feel way more targeted than they might be under other administrations.

update: Blue sky users are apparently receiving threatening letters using the phrase their “parole is terminated” despite being us citizens; I can’t confirm anything, but I’m looking into it now.

so far naturalized citizens are not being harassed or detained.

everyone i’ve heard about being turned away or deported so far has a green card, visa or is in the US illegally.

it’s certainly a terrible situation and a slippery slope, but as far as I’m aware naturalized citizens are not facing that treatment yet.

pretty rough and crumbly and crappy.

it was impossible with the kitchen tools I had on hand to grind it into a fine enough flour to my liking, I just had a generic blender, but my whole reasoning for the experiment was “i bet I could make bread out of bread.”

and it was moderately successful in that regard. what emerged was properly identified as bread.

although I chucked most of the loaf in the trash because that was its flavor profile.

i did this! yes.

I was in the same boat and read a lot of different books and watched videos on how to draw, and the number one thing that helped me was the frequency with which I drew.

techniques made a difference certainly, but the amount that I drew was the primary factor in how satisfied I became with my art.

if I can share purely anecdotal evidence, something that seems to help me was not drawing the next line until I could see the next line in my head, and project that mental next line onto the paper that I was drawing.

I didn’t read that or watch that anywhere, I just thought that if I could picture what I wanted to draw in my head, I could probably draw it, and until that point I wasnt clearly picturing what I wanted to draw in my head.

your comment is incorrect because:

1. those who do not survive cannot speak up at all

2. it’s far more difficult to live for a cause than to die for it.

Sunless Sea